May 2011 16
Mon May 16, 2011 10:57:51 pm
I used to vent here almost daily, in fact some of the more screwed up posts from months ago were mine. I FINALLY got help at my college over a month ago. I'm taking Lithium everyday now. I feel great. Seriously, I feel like I need to be the poster child of psychiatric help or some s**t. I just thought I'd write my final post on here. Get help...it's the best choice ever!
Tue May 17, 2011 03:04:39 pm]
I f**king hate my mother sometimes, not hate, more 'dislike'. She gives out to me constantly and never ever ceases to overlook my achievements. F**king slut. She is always giving out to me for being on the internet, swear to God, it is actually happening as I am typing. HA f**k you mum. She doesn't know all the stresses of exams that are forever looming above my irish head, every second of every mother f**king day. It's hard to take, but recent discovery of this website is allowing me to vent and relieve myself of my aggressions. I doubt I'll be able to post here again for another long while, I've just been informed that all of my access to the internet will be cut off, and I have big exams in less than three weeks, f**k my life. All my family have done well in these exams and I can't face not getting good results. I'm gonna explode with the pressure. My finger-tapping is actually helping though, ah precious reprieve, I greet you with open arms. I'm 15, I shouldn't be this angry. Ah well. Smell you later.