Dec 2013 10
Tue December 10, 2013 05:29:21 pm
I'm leaving in a few short months. I'm not ok with it. It's what I always wanted, to leave this town leave all the memories behind. That was before you. That was before I finally came to realize that I wanted you, forever and always, and that I was finally ready to take the consequences that would bring. Now I'm stuck leaving. I'll leave and you'll probably change and any chance that we had at forever and always will slip away like ships to the sea but far more tragic. I'm friends with your brother and I can't go to your house anymore. You're always there, and while I would give my dying breath to be with you, it hurts too much with you around knowing ill be gone soon. I know I make jokes and I laugh it off like its gonna be a good thing for me, but it really hurts. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I really hope one day we'll meet up again and our fairy tale will finally come true. But until then I can't see you again. Thank you for believing in me, thank you for being my reason to keep breathing, thank you for fixing me when I thought I was broken, thank you for never giving up on me even after I had, thank you for the late nights and the fist bumps, thanks for the small infinity we shared. I love you now and I always will, in this universe any previous universe and any to follow. I just really hope you believe me. I'm sorry.