Mar 2012 03
Sat March 3, 2012 09:57:54 pm
I hate myself. I'm a dips**t. I went somewhere with someone that I knew I would fall in love in with. My head said," it will be fine you know that you can't have her go ahead." but my heart knew what really would happen and it tried to save me. I went anyway and fell in love with a girl with a boyfriend, with a girl who's graduating this year instead of next year like me. A girl who's both the best and the worst thing for me, I'm a huge introvert and she gets me out of my shell I feel comfortable with her so I talk to other people too. But she also makes me do crazy s**t. She's one of those girls. The ones that are once in a lifetime if you're lucky. I love her so much and I knew this would happen but i did it anyway. Now I'm really hurting because I dont see anyway this could possibly work out. All I know is that it somehow has to if I want to be happy. I set myself up for a long miserable depression. And I hate myself for it.
Mon July 25, 2016 08:44:19 am]
Imvesrsipe brain power at work! Great answer!
Tue July 26, 2016 08:58:53 pm]
Too many conelimpmts too little space, thanks!
Wed July 27, 2016 04:25:11 am]
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