Feb 2012 20
Mon February 20, 2012 06:47:05 pm
she has no compassion, no thoughtfulness, lacks sensitivity.
I'm wondering why am I with her? Why can't I have a loving, kind, considerate, caring?
I don't want someone to take care of me like a child but simply more thoughtful, sensitive, considerate, understanding, more mother like? More tolerant, more thoughtful..
I just want someone more tolerant.. I don't abuse, I don't take advantage, I don't demand, I care, I'm considerate...
At this point in my life... why can't I have someone who's more thoughtful? where can i find more motherly like individual? Soft voice, caring, tolerant.. sensitive??
so damn depressed about just being with her but the thought of trying to find someone ideal ... might as well ask for correct the lottery numbers too..
f**k me. I might as well be dead. I thought I had someone who truly does care.. but only to find what cares only when it benefits her. If she gets nothing out of it.. she does nothing for me. But strangely she goes to no end helping others.. why not me? her supposedly one and only?
I guess either I kill myself now since no one cares or f**k me or live by myself....
Mon February 20, 2012 09:34:32 pm]
PS> impatient, no sensitivity to me but to others big time, short tempered, quick to judge...I'm being to hate you.
Mon February 27, 2012 04:37:39 am]
Maybe you shouldn't be such a dick
Fri March 23, 2012 10:02:42 am]
If you are not anymore happy, just go and leave.