Sep 2010 11
Sat September 11, 2010 01:04:12 pm
After 6 long months of not seeing you, not believing you wanted to be friends, I saw you in person. It was the most awkward thing ever to me..... I tried to play it off as if it wasnt, but all of a sudden feelings are coming back.... It was the greatest yet most horrible relationship ever.... Why would I wanna go back to that? Is my heart so desperate for what it once knew as love that it is willing to go back through the pain just to be with her? Or is my heart just so tired of everything it just doesnt care.....? I just dont know what to do anymore.....
Wed September 15, 2010 10:35:17 am]
i know exactly how you feel... i've been with my ex for 4 years and it was the best thing at 1st then it got terrible.. and after everything i hate the feeling that i may still want to be with him.. sometimes i wish my heart would just stop talking