May 2010 18
Tue May 18, 2010 06:43:10 pm
My bestie's mom just died. They are like my second family.
I am transferring schools because I am miserable at my current school. But I still feel like I am going in the wrong directions.
My family keeps putting me down or making things worse, not always intentional, but they make it impossible to talk to them.
People close to me keep dying or getting further away from me.
I'm scared I will end up alone and stuck.
All I have left is my faith. It's enough to keep me sane. But sometimes, I just want someone to stop and listen to how I really feel.