Jun 2012 08
Fri June 8, 2012 11:58:31 am
Is that I'll never have love. I'll never have a girlfriend never have a wife never have a family. I found a girl a great girl she's caring and kind. A little bit crazy at times. She's beautiful but so humble about it she doesn't waste time or care about appearances her's or anyone elses. We're gpod friends but that's all we'll ever be I fear. She's going to college out of state. I may never see her again, she may change, she may find someone else she may stop talking to me. that's the worst part knowing that even if I tried getting out of the friend zone and it worked our days would be numbered we'd only have until the end of summer. And I'd try but I'm so scared to lose her as a friend I don't have that many real true friends and I can't afford to lose one as good as her. But I know that I'm the kind of guy she wants when she complains about her past boyfriends and the other guys that flirt with her she tells me the kind of guy she wants and im him to a T and I've been that way for as long as I can remember I've always been like that. I guess I just have to accept that we won't be together or at least not for a while.