Sep 2009 21
Mon September 21, 2009 05:14:41 am
I f*cked up. I'm married. It's a good marriage. I was happy. Not so much in love with my husband but love him nonetheless and never planned on going any where. We have kids. Now I've fallen in love with someone. At first it was something we could handle. But it's gotten too intense. He is struggling with his emotions and even though he's never asked me to leave my husband I can tell it's tearing him up inside. I have to let him go...and it hurts...my heart is aching. We've been close friends for years and now that will all be destroyed. I know...it's what I deserve...but it doesn't hurt any less...