Aug 2011 19
Fri August 19, 2011 10:24:37 am
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel so hopeless and so let down. I hate myself for all the stupid things I do. Like when I'm mad I take my anger out on everyone because it feels good. Sometimes I feel the rage stuck in my chest. And the reason why I do it is because I take people for granted. I do it to people whom I know will take me back. And it's the worst feeling in the world. I am a monster.
Thu August 25, 2011 08:37:52 pm]
I feel like that too. Hang in there and pray for peace. I keep hoping for change and a peace of mine
Wed September 7, 2011 09:11:21 pm]
Well, change. Dont just pray for peace in order for there to be peace ya gotta do something. You can't have it be handled to you on a silver platter. Make the change. Be a good person. You spot something not many people can spot, why not make the effort to do just that? If you're unhappy with something change it. If you are hopeless, find it. If you are mad, do something that isnt hurtful, playing a sport maybe? or, if you like to talk, talk about it with someone you trust or a professional. If you keep doing what you do, people will eventually leave you and get fed up with the way they are treated.