Feb 2012 12
Sun February 12, 2012 07:55:52 pm
I like him SO much for SO long- yet he's such a druggie! How did I get in the situation where I'm practically in love with a guy who smokes marijuana daily, does ecstasy all the time, LSD, DMT, all sorts of s**t. I mean that's all he wants to do when we hang out. I won't see him for weeks and then when he finally comes into town he walks through the door high. I feel like he puts drugs above people sometimes
But he's a smart guy. He's studying pharmacology at the best school in the state, and he's worked very hard to quit smoking cigs and he succeeded. But still. I can't help but be afraid of his drug use and be angry at myself for liking him so much.