Jul 2011 21
Thu July 21, 2011 03:37:47 pm
I see everyone going around, holding hands with their boyfriend, or girlfriend, or whatever, and then those other people who have a new boyfriend every other week and say, "Oh, don't worry having a boyfriend isn't that great, it's such a hassle, etc." They're totally taking everything for granted!
All my friends are so pretty and skinny and popular, and then there's me:
I'm not that smart, I'm kind of shy, I have a lisp, I'm really tall (6ft exactly) and my looks aren't anything special. I feel like I'll never have a boyfriend, which is stupid because I'm only fifteen. Just being around my best friend makes my self esteem lower like a b!tch, because so many people "like" her, and she's really pretty, musically talented, rich and her family is really chill.
I hate my life. I hate to I am. I hate what I look like. I hate myself. I will never be as good as any of my friends, and even though people tell me never to compare myself, it's only human nature.
I am only one person,
I am only me.
I wish someone could understand.
Sun July 24, 2011 05:42:39 pm]
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Sun July 24, 2011 05:59:53 pm]
Trust me gettin a bf right now is NOT a good idea. And dont go downing your looks. Were all beautiful. And if your friends looks bother you that much, make new friends because the jealousy wont get any better
Wed July 27, 2011 02:02:17 pm]
I once felt like you when I was your age. But I kept to myself and looked to improve my selfworth in other ways that meant a lot. Getting educated, get higher qualifications for jobs. Many years later, when many of my girlfriends whose many boyfriends have come and gone, I have found my true love and have stayed happily married. Meanwhile, some of them are now single and miserable, gain weight and lost their appeal. Don't lose confident in yourself. Discover your strength and polish it so you shine. Others will see how beautiful you are when you see yourself in good light.