Feb 2011 27
Sun February 27, 2011 10:53:33 am
Well, the title about sums it up. I don't know what I want, I don't know how to get what I think I might want, and when I get a chance at having what I know I want, and know how to get it, I f**k it up, possibly on purpose, like a f**king child who's trying to figure out the world for no goddamn reason other than stupidity. My life would have been easier if I had never met you, but it would have been a whole lot worse, and I don't know whether simplicity is more important than quality or the other way around. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so extremely sorry... I've never lied when I said that I love you.
Mon March 7, 2011 12:46:56 am]
The bright side (and there always is on, just sometimes hard to find) is that you'll learn from this lesson. And if you don't, kick yourself and try again. Only you can change what happens in the future.